Hmmmm... So I cleaned up my old journal entries. Got rid of most of my super old, ridiculous crudzzz. Was kind of nice goin through it, though. Strange how just deleting some stupid old shit makes me feel better. lifted a bit maybe. It's a good feeling. I left what's relevant and true.
I do have some stuff I could scan. But I don't have the proper cable to connect scanner to computer, so its a pain trying to borrow one. And since most of the time I'd rather just not go out of the way to give my internet self attention, I don't think to bother. But sometime I'll get to itzzz.
Lots changed since I first started on this dA thing. Crazy how much has changed just this past year, not to mention the last six. I'm sure all the people who I've known on here for a while probably have too, so any of you oldies reading this I hope you're well. Most of my not-at-work-time now is spent resting, smoking, riding my bike (lorts), reading the bible, reading other books, staring at my sweet plants and fish, lovin on my dogs, walkin with my dogs, tossing the frisbee, drawing here and there, smoking, staring at my swee... oh. Said those. haha joking. Man, at least I think I'm funny

Anyways been trying to make the most of the summer that's left. Past few nights on my rides I've been feelin fall comin in the air just a little bit at a time. Not sure if I'm ready for Fall and Winter months. But I guess that's why they're not here yet. Gonna be a looong couple seasons for me... But my sister and I got some plans in the works, so hopefully it won't end up being so bad. Well not bad, but maybe tough. Yeah, it'll be tough. But also part of me looks forward to braving the winter alone for once in several years. A small part of me. Pretty lonely though. That's gonna stick around for sure, but I'll try to stay focused through it.
Guess lots of parts of me stopped caring about lots of things. Not in a bad way. I've been screwin with people a lot. It's been sweet to interact, regardless of the context (HAHA TO ME). Ehh...
Well anyhow just wanted to leave at least a little more positive post for myself to reference because I realize that so often I only write in this thing when I'm super bummin out. And I'd like to change it up.
Lookin out,
Alex