Wish I had lots of smart and nice words to say. Something clever and charming that'd draw you back in. But I don't. And you're not gonna let yourself back in. Neither will they.

Fuck you.


Nah, I don't mean it. But it'd sure make things easier if I did. A whole world easier.

Movin' up, movin' on.

With love,
Your Laurel Lei

Wellp, finally paid off my past tuition at stupid Metro. Ready for a new start elsewhere.

Doin okay. Ups and downs like normal but I think I'm starting to finally level it out a bit. If only my body would stop fallin apart.



Oooooh, to have human...

It's pretty cold out. Snow. Gonna clean my tanks now.

Ecclesiastes 4:9-11

Six months yesterday. Hope I can get past this. Tired of dreaming about ***. Tired of waking up to the stupid black and gold in the trees every morning. This winter will be rough, but at least when it comes those damn leaves will finally drop.

Well it's nice out so I'm going for a ride.

Not much to say. Doubt I'll ever actually scan anything. We'll see. Or maybe we won't?

Had crazy, scary, gruesome, dark, morbid, weird dreams last night; which is actually a welcome change. My heart felt less... well... I guess not panicked. I'd like to make the change from heart to head so I guess it's a step.

Yay frightening dreams, didn't think I'd miss you but I do!

Wellp, take care of eachother.